After a lot of crying, I just realized the reasons why I was so affected with what you've done; considering, it's a repeat pattern of behaviour. It's always been that way; and yet, still upsetting me--maybe because I fell for you or maybe because I was so dependent on you in many ways for the longest time.
I miss the way you were before; but everything turned out to be a big joke--a joke that isn't funny in any way I look at it! So hurting, we end up this way and I'm putting all the blame on you!
You exerted so much effort in trying to win me--trying to prove that you truly love me; but in the twinkling of an eye, everything gone to waste--you ruin our good relationship that we headed for a break-up!
