I'm so depressed! I'm at the lowest point of my life and no one seems to care. I need someone to share what I'm going through nowadays...I need some emotional support from someone close to my heart just to feel I'm not all alone; sadly, I reached out my hand, but there's no one to hold...I need help but no one is willing to listen. People around me took my feelings for granted that make me feel more "SAP."
Me, myself and I tried to overcome my depression and forced to pull myself out of it. I tried a lot of things to get my mind off the negative thoughts; but no matter how much I want to beat it, I failed! The feelings of emptiness and despair take hold of my life that I feel even more depressed with each passing day. I'm exhausted--truly exhausted! I really don't know what to do just to shake off the "blahs" and back to my normal self again.
I'm not literally all alone but why is that I feel so alone and so lonely! Maybe because of the not so good things that's happening in our family, or maybe my health problems...financial strain, perhaps. But more than that, possibly the core of it all might be because of my age. I'm past the age of 50 and I have been and still am a failure in almost every area of my life.
Or I may say that the deeper underlying cause to my depression is brought about by one person who did everything to win my heart--he even blew up my relationship with someone else...it's all in the name of his love for me; but now, he's not here just when I need him most.
I hate the feelings of helplessness, hopelessness, and worthlessness! Why won't it go away--it seems like things will never get better. Aaaah! When it shall come to pass??? God help me, my emotions are such a mess--this is way too much for me to handle!
